今天又一夜未眠.

努力试着早睡早起,却夜夜失眠.

今天打碎了最爱的一面镜子.

拿着它,探出窗户观看自己的脸庞.

不堪一击.框当的声音,一下就破裂.散落的碎片,异常光亮.

今天,发现一些重要的东西一去不复返.

吃了很多甜食,起司蛋糕,巧克力蛋糕.塞满胃和胸口,却抑制不住想吐.

依然空虚.

今天,流不出眼泪.

我想,大概是因为缺水.

今天,喝完冰箱最后一罐可乐.

还有什么可以拿来刺激我的胃和身体?

今天,发呆2小时.

我对自己说,正常点吧.

却听见自己回答:how?

 

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 Sinead O'Connor 好听的歌很多,我独喜欢这首.发音很有味道,原以为是讲爱情,快结尾才发现是怀念母爱.

Nothing Compares to you

 

It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing
I said nothing can take away these blues
'cos nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby were did I go wrong
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you
I went to the doctor guess what he told me
Guess what he told me
He said girl you better have fun
No matter what you do
But he's a fool
'cos nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

All the flowers that you planted mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try
'cos nothing compares
Nothing compares to you